I work in a vineyard.
So I am told.
By Jesus.
To be honest, I don’t always love working in a vineyard. Sometimes, I would prefer to be working in a fireworks stand.
Wouldn’t that be fun? All I would have to do is just light a match, and BOOM! Lots of loud noise and beautiful, dramatic displays of light. Everyone would “oooh” and “aaah,” and I could say, “Isn’t it amazing? My God made all that!” So easy.
Instead, I am apparently called to be a gardener.
Here is why gardening is harder than working at a fireworks stand. For one thing, you have to do a little more than light a match. You have to, like, till soil and plant seeds and water and maintain and on and on…
Also, you don’t get immediate results. Fireworks are instant gratification. You do something little and immediately get something big. With gardening, you work and work and stare and stare at some dirt, and eventually…maybe…a little seedling pops up. It’s definitely not as dramatic.
And yet, it is a miracle. I’m not much of a real life gardener (like, at all), so when Luke brought home a little cup of soil from Sunday school a few years back that ostensibly had a seed in it, I did not have high hopes. Yet, for his sake, I put it in the windowsill, and we dutifully watered it daily. Still, I was completely surprised when….wait for it…something grew! It. was. amazing. All you gardeners out there are thinking, “Yeah, genius, that’s what happens when you water a plant and give it sunlight.” But still…it was still such a miracle. I mean, how does water and sunlight make something green pop out of the soil? That just doesn’t make sense. And as much as we talk about things like photosynthesis (which, for me, obviously, is not much), do we really understand it? Can we replicate that process on our own? I don’t think we can. We just trust that it happens and watch for the little plant to start miraculously growing out of the ground. Amazing.
I’m going somewhere with this, I promise.
As a worker in God’s vineyard, I spend a lot of time watering and tending and thinking deep down, “Is something really going to grow from all this? I just don’t know if it is.” And then sometimes, sometimes, the tiniest little shoot pops out of the ground, and I’m like, “Praise God! It’s a miracle!”
And it is.
Tuesday was such a day. That morning, we went to the beach with the teens. That in itself wasn’t a miracle, though it was fun:
No, the miracle was what happened while we were at the beach. During that time, my cell group went—of their own volition—to the Lowcountry Orphan Relief to serve. I couldn’t go b/c my kids are too young (LOR’s rule), and I didn’t have childcare. But the fact that they wanted to get together, and wanted to serve God with their time is wonderful. It represents a tiny shoot popping up out of the ground. Thanks to Greg’s idea, I planted a seed called “cell group,” back in August, and it has been such a blessing to watch girls that barely knew each other to begin with end up voluntarily serving together…without me there.
Instead, one of their moms took them. She volunteered, b/c, as she told me, “Ever since the Community Outreach Ministry started, I have felt a need to get involved, and I’d really like to check out the Orphan Relief.” Again, a tiny plant. Back in January, a seed was planted called, “Community Outreach Ministry.” It’s goal was to get our church involved in the needs of our surrounding community in a tangible way. It has been kind of a slow process, so to hear someone say, “I want to serve in this way,” is great.
Then that evening, another tiny plant made its debut in the wide world. Haley, a member of my cell group, got baptized.
The other members of my cell group baked a cake for her that afternoon and waited excitedly with my kids and some of their younger siblings:
Proud mama.
My cell group, minus Abby, who was out of town.
Afterward, we headed quickly back to our house, where we met 11 post-high school “kids” (some of whom are married, and are probably not to be considered kids anymore:)) for a Bible study, which was another blessing. In fact, we had to send our intern on to our house with a key, b/c we were going to be a bit late.
While Greg explained how to get there, Luke took the opportunity to climb on Adam’s shoulders:
Anyway, I spent the day sitting in the warm soil of God’s vineyard, gaping in surprise and delight at all the little shoots of life that popped up around me. It was amazing. And watching them, a deep and obvious understanding permeated me, telling me that I did not do any of this! I have no idea how a plant comes out of the ground! But it is such an honor and privilege to be even the tiniest part of that process. How gracious and loving God is to allow his helpless children to “help” him in His vineyard. “Coincidentally,” we read 1 Cor. 3:6-7 at our Bible study that night, where Paul says, “What, after all, is Apollos? And what is Paul? Only servants…I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God has been making it grow. So neither the one who plants nor the one who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow.”
Thank you, God, for making these plants grow. I know that they will last a lot longer than fireworks, and I pray that they will bear much fruit in your kingdom!